Butterflies

Sooooo....

I kinda had an interview with Kaiser yesterday...

I'm freaking out no lie!!

I reeeeeeally need this job.

I don't want to brag or anything, but its fucking $22 an hour, and nights are $23.

Like what the fuck?!?!?!

I fucking need this shit!!!!

I feel like my interview went pretty well, but Idk my mom has me second guessing myself.

She likes to nitpick and tell me how not good enough I am...but whatever.

Everyone else I have talked to said I did well.

Man, if I get this I can FINALLY fix my car and move out.

I will be soooooo happy.

I really just have butterflies in my stomach whenever I think about it.

Meh, I'm lame.

It doesn't help that I'm also a little lovesick...haha...but that's another story completely...

I am excited and haven't been this excited, well, ever.

This is one of the biggest things in my life.

I feel like, for me, Kaiser is the top of the job food chain.

Buaaaah!!! Idk haha I need to go somewhere haha!!

I feel kinda manic-y and want to bounce around everywhere like a rabbit on crack :D

Brain Stew

I'm so unsure about life right now...

I really need to sort some shit out.

Blaaaaaaaah.

I have too many thoughts racing in my head right now.

I think right now I just need a shower and sleep.

I just need to think about what I really want...even though I already know what I want, but feel like I can't have it...

Feliz
Cinco De Mayo!





Song of the day

This is the stalker's anthem, but I really like this song.

I have some of these feeling right now haha...



You're fucking ugly.

I don't understand people who are hella jealous for no reason.

I'm fucking tired of that shit.

Like dude, be you...why you tryna be like someone else?

I especially hate these people who are jealous of me.

Like wtf...you have no idea what I went through to be who I am now, so just take your own experiences and be your own person.

My personality is different than yours and that's perfectly fine.

I feel like someone couldn't really mimic my personality anyway cause I'm beyond fucking insane.

I don't really know how to pound that into some one's brain....

BE YOUR FUCKING SELF!!!

STOP TRYING TO BE LIKE ANOTHER PERSON!!!



Song of the day

I like to listen to this when I'm chillin out and high :)