Jailbird

So I have three days left of freedom.
Then it's back to school and work.
I have managed to do nothing for two weeks.
What can I say I'm a high achiever ;)
Well, ok, almost nothing.
I haven't really done anything productive, let's just put it that way.


I really don't want to go back to school, but it gives me something to do.
I'm kinda burnt out now :(
I guess that's what doing 20+ unit semesters does to a person though...
That shit didn't even pay off cause I'm still going to be at CC for at least another year, and probably another semester on top of that if I get this job at Kaiser.
So I really don't know what's going on with my life right now.
It's all up in the air kinda.
Everything I'm tryna do is intertwined with everything else, which kinda sucks.
At least I have this blog and what's left of my friends.
Mother fuckers gotta be movin hella far away n shit.
I can't wait to be gone though...hopefully by January?
Then Ima be like deuces bitch! Time to start recruiting for my harem of men!



More laughter



For you to laugh :)



Real Talk Tho

Look...Ima be real clear...

I'm past the point of just fuckin around.

I don't wanna hook up.

I don't want a boy.

I'm tired of these weakass dudes with nothin goin for them tryna holla.

No nigga...you weak as fuck...

I want a man that's about his business you feel me.

I want someone who has his shit on lock, or at least is tryna get his shit together.

I just need someone who's doin something with their life.

I'm tired of these panty wastes.

I don't understand it.

Don't talk to me cause I'm not down to fuck losers.

And don't misunderstand what I'm sayin...

I'm not talkin about having money or a car or any of that shit, cause I can care less about that.

I'm talkin about priorities, goals, and their life in general.

You needa have that shit on lock.

Be a fucking man and man the fuck up.

Broken Ass Bitch

So I have a pulled muscle and a pinched nerve, in my ass.

Yeah I really injured my ass...

It hurts like a bitch and I can't walk, sit, or lay down.

So everything hurts.

Yeah...so much fun...

I always get hurt THEE dumbest way possible and get the stupidest injury.

I have a list of dumbass injuries caused by something ridiculous.

Anyways.

It's really fun not getting any sleep cause my ass hurts and my leg goes numb.

It's all good though, cause I man up and deal with shit.

I just needa stop twerkin so much ;)



Soooo...this is kinda awkward...

I have a lot on my mind...

I have been too busy to pour out my shit onto you like I normally do ;)

Hella people I know are moving hella far away!

Wtf?!
A lot of them are moving literally across the country.

Some moved across the bay, or across the state.

I feel so alone :(

I mean I still have some people, but everyone is so busy with life, including me, that we can never find a day to kick it.

I'm kinda sad that I have all these people in my life and don't get to spend any time with any of them.

I have a week left of what little summer break I had and then it's all work and school until Christmas.

I'm hoping to hear back from the lady at Kaiser Tuesday.

If I do then I really won't have any time for anything for a really long time.

Well a few months at least, but then I'll be moving away, going back to school, trying to transfer, working as much as I can, and trying to pick up the pieces of my life I still haven't picked up yet.

I feel bad cause I have no time to kick it with people and they get mad, but they don't understand what it's like to be working hella much on top of going to school full time.

Especially when I'm working two jobs.

That shit sucks ass.

If I get this job at Kaiser I already might have to drop out of school for a little bit.

I mean I gotta do what I gotta do, but fuck.

I feel like I'm being pulled from all different sides right now, and I need something to ground me.

On top of all this I still have to deal with some dumbass bullshit.

But aye, it's only like 4 more years of this bullshit...