Long Time...

Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!

I haven't been on here in forever.

And the last few posts were half assed bullshit.

Sorry.

Lol

Sooooooo much has gone down it's crazy!

I can't being to describe how happy I am to be where I am.

I am graduating tomorrow, with honors!

I am graduating with all of my friends, and that makes it so much more amazing.

This semester started off kind of rough with my brother being in severe heart failure, my grandpa dying and the drama that ensued from that, and my dad being depressed and losing his job, which sent him in a deeper depression.

It's been really hard, but I have made it through all while taking 7 classes and working hella much.

My time at Contra Costa College is finally over, and I am moving on to bigger and better things.

I have so many amazing people in my life and I am so happy to be sharing tomorrow with them.

We are all going on to be great, and I'm glad we all get to be together for that.

ANYWAY!

Enough of this sappy bullshit!

I have found my calling.

It is to be a raver.

I fucking love raves lol.

I went to my first one on Friday.

Dada Life is my new obsession, foreals tho lol.

I fucking love them with everything in my soul.

It literally hurts my soul because of how much I love them.

Not even my heart...my SOUL!!

Haha, bu foreals, they are amazing.

I can listen to them in any mood I am in and I get happy.

Whenever I'm stressed, mad, upset, etc., and I listen to one of their songs, I automatically get happy and my mood is lifted.

It's crazy.

I never really had a band/musician/etc do that before.

I think that's why I'm so in love with them.

They save me from myself sometimes :)

So at the rave I arrived beautiful and left ugly.

And yes, I only followed the rules of Dada ;)

They're my shit forever!!



Whaaaaaaaaaaaat!!!!

I really am not one for bragging, and I don't mean to...

But everything in my life is going pretty wonderful!

I am graduating at the end of May with two Associates degrees.

I'm graduating with honors!

I'm transferring to a CSU.

I am moving out.

I got a few scholarships!!

I found my one...maybe...lol

I'm going to a rave with my favorite DJ duo.

I'm having a big ass dinner/party/kick back with all my friends who are also graduating/transferring.

I have the most amazing people in my life.

And, everything seems to be falling into place.

I can't be anymore thankful for being blessed with all these things.

In no way am I trying to say, "look at me with all my shit."

I'm just in awe of how my life has done a 180.

I never thought I'd be alive right now.

I never thought I'd be sober.

I never thought I'd even happy.

All the things I have now, that I've been working so hard for, that I honestly never thought I'd have, I finally get to enjoy.

I am a completely new person, and I can't be anymore happier.

To all those who took me for granted and/or didn't believe in me.

FUCK YOU!!!!

Look at me now!



I'm in Lesbians with Someone...



Movin On Up

May to the east side...Oakland's east side...lmfao nah...I'm good off that lol.

But chea.

Tomorrow I'm going to CSU East Bay for the Welcome Day thingy.

Not sure if I said this yet, but I was accepted to go there and I'm in the programs and everything.

I am officially in Cal State, East Bay's College of Letters, Arts, and Social Sciences.

I'm also looking for a new job and a place to live out that way.

It's going to be pretty fucking dope.

Its going to be new everything, and I can't wait!

I already got into new music, hobbies, and people.

Well...the people got into me...cough cough...jk jk!

Anyways.

I'm in this thang bruh, as my homie E40 would say lmao.

I am also graduating this semester...well that's if I pass all my classes...lol

I will!

I'm determined!!

I never thought I'd make it this far.

I never would of thought I'd be alive still honestly.

But I am, and I am grateful for everything I have.

God has definitely spoiled me.

Plus I think I met my one.

So all in all I'm starting all this new shit and its amazing.

I really don't mean to brag, but I'm on top of the world.

 

 

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Sweet Baby Jesus

I have been sooooooo busy!

I love it!!

Everyone wants to kick it haha.

I just had midterms, and now I'm on spring break.

People stay wanting to hit me up to hang out lol.

I am so happy that I finally made the changes I've been want to do for hella long now.

I'm happy with it and don't EVER want to look back!

I just wish I would have done it sooner!

This week is going to be amazing!

I'm hanging out with so many different people that I've never really hung out with, and also I am going to Santa Cruz with my best friends.

I've never done anything like that before :)

I am so grateful to everything that is happening.

And I thank my God for everything he has blessed me with.

 

That's me :)