Shit Shit Shit

I thought I was falling for this dude, but I'm not so sure.

I have very mixed emotions right now.

I thought I liked him, but lately I don't care about him.

Like when he's around me I don't get butterflies and my heart doesn't race.

I don't care if I'm near him or not either.

At the same time, I like to talk to him and I sometimes get that little tinge of jealousy when another girl is flirting with him.

But I'm not a jealous person, so I can shrug that shit off.

I don't know what to do with him.

Like do I go for it or do I just move on?

I mean its been like this the whole time, but now I just don't care really wtf he thinks, or maybe I do?

Urg!

I'm just confused.

Normally I can just be a playa and shrug shit like this off, but we talk every day and almost every night.

I like our long ass conversations about nothing, or us play fighting over text.

I like it, but I don't know if I like him...

Shit.

Shit.