I find myself again in an amazing place.
By amazing I mean fucked up.
I have too much going on right now.
I DO NOT need fucking love drama.
Especially with two dudes that aren't worth shit.
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!
I can't do all this shit alone.
I am alone though, like always.
I fucking make myself alone though.
Sometimes I feel like I'm always going to be alone.
I push people away even if I want them the closest.
But I do want someone close to me.
To hold me when I cry.
To tell me everything will be OK.
To wipe the tears away.
To tell me to be strong.
To see me for me.
I don't know if I'll ever let someone get that close though.
I guess I just have too many issues for someone to deal with...
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