Fuckin Shit

Ok, so I have a lot to say...

Ima get hyphy...Be warned...

First of all, how you gonna keep hatin on me for bein friends with some dude?

Bitch calm the fuck down...you don't know me like that.

Actually you don't know me at all, you don't even know my fuckin name, so keep me out yo mouth.

Second, I'm just hella tired of dumbass mother fuckin bitches that are naive as fuck bein hella over dramatic and whiny all the damn time about shit they did to themselves.

I don't know dude, that's why I don't fuck with females yah feel me, they bring too much shit with them.

And that's why they don't try n fuck with me cause I'm chill n can hang wit the boys n they hatin cause they try too hard and don't get no play.

With me it's not even about that shit.

I'm just down to kick it and dudes like that.

I'm not spendin hours gettin ready and I'm not tryna impress no one, and dudes have told me they hella respect that shit.

I'm sorry yo dude wanna kick it wit me and not you, I just got more in common with him...my bad...

I'm just hella mad at bitches right now.

I should say, not all females are like this.

There are some cool ass girls out there, and I have girl friends, but them snobby ass fake mother fuckers ain't makin the cut...yadida.

Like what the fuck bitch, eat a dick and chill out!

FUCK!

Also, I took an at home drug test my sister got me from the dollar store...

I failed that shit...

FUCK ME!

I also spilled pee down my leg...

So does that mean I peed my pants technically?

Cause it spilled outta the cup.

Shit... ;)

Fucking Cross Eyes!

I will never understand why people feel like they have to talk shit about everybody.

So today at work these bitches really just sat there for a few hours talking shit about everyone.

What the fuck...

Is your life really so empty and boring that you need to fill it with some bullshit?

Or are you just that self-conscious and insecure that you have to tear other people down to make yourself feel better?

Either way your sad...

I mean that's hella energy spent tearing someone down that you don't even have the balls to confront.

That makes you a passive aggressive, catty, jealous subhuman.

I just really can't stand that bullshit.

The best part that I couldn't help but laugh at was Corri, "How are you even gonna talk about someone else when you have fucking crossed eyes?! And your not even that cute!"

Fuck man...that shit was funny.

Look, these bitches act tough when they behind someone else, but they won't do shit if they were confronted.

Run up on a nigga!

We Do It Up Big Tho!

So last night I went to my homie Gio's house for a lil kick back.

I had Corri and Melissa with me, so I bought them along.

That shit was crazy.

There aren't words that can properly explain the shit that happened.

Corri got FUUUUCKED up.

Like super fucked up.

Melissa got pretty drunk, and then drunker later...

I was slightly buzzed, but not really cause I didn't really drink since I was driving everyone.

I can hold my alcohol, and it takes a lot for me to feel anything.

I made some friends cause we all bonded over Corri bein a sloppy ass drunk lol.

They didn't believe me when I said she was a lightweight...

After that we ended up at Mel's and brought a bottle in, and drank the whole thing with a dude we know that works there.

We hung out with him for like 5 hours.

Corri was in the car passed out the whole time.

It was Melissa, Jesus, and me drinkin some vodka out of a styrofoam cup (no chase. yee.)

She got hella drunk in Mel's and made a huge ass of herself.

It was pretty hilarious.

I got to watch the sunrise, and then had to go find Corri's shoes.

We found them on the side of the freeway.

We have no idea how they ended up there, but at least we found them.

This isn't even all that happened, haha!

Last night was a good ass night.

Even if I had to take care of some drunk ass bitches.

Thank you Gio for inviting me to kick it <3

Thoughts and Shit

(WARNING: this is a whiny, venting post. Beware!)

So I got home at an actual reasonable time, and immediately fell asleep.

Apparently I was tired.

I've felt shitty all week.

So much is happening from all parts of my life that I think I might be a little overwhelmed.

And it's all up in the air, which makes it worse cause I don't know how anything is going to pan out.

I'm trying to just let everything happen how it's going to, but I'm alone with my anxiety and it fucking sucks.

I'm my own worst enemy when it comes to life, haha corny as fuck!

I'm trying to be good to myself for once though.

I've been thinking about a lot and I think I needa change things up a little.

I kinda strayed from the path I was on, and I need to get back.

I can't let myself fail.

I really need this to work.

I mean I already feel like my past is a completely different life and it's so surreal to think about now.

I just can't fall into my old ways, and I'm honestly scared that I might one day.

I've been strong for 4 years, but it's ridiculously hard to do it alone.

It doesn't help that I keep it a secret and don't tell really anyone.

I don't even really talk about it with the people that know.

I mean I guess it's my fault because I don't let anyone really in, but the thing is I can't.

It's unbelievably hard to.

I kinda wish I could erase everything and start over.

Or maybe just start a new life and forget everything that's happened.

Oh wait, I already did the second one...look how that shit turned out!

I knew I wouldn't get through this completely serious.

Sorry to whine, but I just needed to let that estrogen out and annoy you with my life.

Ok, now back to being manly and shit!

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