Fucked in the Mind

I think it's safe to say that my mind is so fucked up, over, and around...

Like too much has went down the past couple weeks.

Good and bad.

Like fuck!!

I mean I got it n Ima do what it do, but still...

Idk I just have A LOT of thinking I need to do.

It's kinda a lot for one person to handle.

I've had to handle some real shit before and I think I can get through most of this shit not too badly scathed.

Blah I just wanted to whine a little :-P

Ima push through though, so don't worry about me!

Iiiiiiiinteresting....

Is it me or do octopussies look kinda like ball sacks...

And squidwards kinda like penises...

You know I'm right...

Song of the Day

"I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now"



Friday Night



Song of the Day

This song is incredibly sad.

What's even more sad is that it was written about a reall life event.

People need to take a stand against bullying!



The song takes its main inspiration from a newspaper article about a 15-year-old boy named Jeremy Wade Delle from Richardson, Texas who shot himself in front of his English classmates on the morning of January 8, 1991. Delle was described by schoolmates as "real quiet" and known for "acting sad.” After coming in to class late that morning, Delle was told to get an admittance slip from the school office. He left the classroom, and returned with a .357 Magnum revolver. Delle walked to the front of the classroom, announced "Miss, I got what I really went for," put the barrel of the firearm in his mouth, and pulled the trigger before his teacher or classmates could react. In a 2009 interview, Vedder said that he felt "the need to take that small article and make something of it—to give that action, to give it reaction, to give it more importance.”

Once Again...

I find myself again in an amazing place.

By amazing I mean fucked up.

I have too much going on right now.

I DO NOT need fucking love drama.

Especially with two dudes that aren't worth shit.

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!

I can't do all this shit alone.

I am alone though, like always.

I fucking make myself alone though.

Sometimes I feel like I'm always going to be alone.

I push people away even if I want them the closest.

But I do want someone close to me.

To hold me when I cry.

To tell me everything will be OK.

To wipe the tears away.

To tell me to be strong.

To see me for me.

I don't know if I'll ever let someone get that close though.

I guess I just have too many issues for someone to deal with...

I've Been Requested

So I have gotten complaints that I haven't been posting anything...

I honestly only come home in time to pass out and then get up, get ready and go to work/school.

So here's a little story...

Boy and Girl meet.

Girl thinks nothing of Boy.

Boy gets Girl's number.

Boy and Girl kind of talk.

Boy gets girlfriend.

Girl "talks" to other boys.

Boy is single.

Girl doesn't think twice about anything.

Boy starts blowing up Girl's phone.

Girl isn't "talking" to anyone and is bored, so she talks obliges Boy.

Boy starts to hit up Girl all the time.

Girl starts to like Boy.

Boy likes Girls.

Boy and Girl never say anything.

Boy and Girl wait for each other to do something.

Neither one does anything.

Boy and Girl move on to other people.

Boy and Girl never tell each other how they feel.

Boy and Girl will never know what could've happened.

~

You thought it was going to be a happy ending, huh?

Well guess what...

You need to grow the fuck up and except real life!

(Lol this is a joke sorry for the emo-ness)