Song of the Day

Yeah, my life a bitch, but you know nothing bout her.

Been to hell and back, I can show you vouchers.
You showed me nothing but hate, you ran me into the ground.

But what comes around goes around.

You don't hurt me, no more
Bitch, you get no love.

And I don't need you no more.
I'm alive again, more alive than I have been in my whole entire life.
I ain't never giving in again, caution to the wind, complete freedom.
Where was you when I fell and needed help up?

You get no love.



Woot!

Soooooo....

I completely forgot to tell you guys....

I am officially going to CSU East Bay(Hayward)!

I'm admitted and now I just have to do the final things like turn in final grades after this semester, etc.

I'm pretty excited :)

I've been at CCC waaaaaay too long!

I am so ready to be out!

I can't wait to move out there too.

That's still in the works, as I still need to find another job to replace the one at CCC when I transfer.

I got a few really good options, that pay well.

I thank God so much for being so good to me.

I know I don't bring religion up, ever, but He has given me everything I wanted, and more.

Now to graduate from CCC this semester and have a party.

I even get to graduate with my best friend and her boyfriend, aka, my other best friend lol.

Plus I have other really good friends I'm graduating with.

I love how we get to do this together.

CHEA BUDDY!!



This is going to be me one day...

...sooner than people might realize ;)


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All the Piezzles Fit Together...

Ahhh...my life has been deliciously busy :)

I love it.

I love where I'm at.

I love the people I'm with.

I love the places I'm going.

Everything is starting to fit into place.

So these are my goals for this year.

I have been battling anxiety disorders for years.

I have done really well the last couple years in getting out and pushing myself to do things that make me anxious in order to try to get over it.

So...

This year I am going to try food from different cultures/countries.

I have a list of about 65 countries that I am going to try.

Only 65 cause a lot of countries are islands, or have no food, or I grouped them together cause they all have the same food, ect.

And no, I don't want to eat all this food cause I'm fat...fuckheads...it's because one, it pushes me outside my comfort zone, and two, because growing up I had boring ass people raising me and I never got to try things outside Okie food, Mexican food, and whatever American food is.

PS Okies are people who immigrated to California from Oklahoma during the Dust Bowl...well now its anyone from Oklahoma, but whatever...my grandpa came here during the Dust Bowl...

So yeah, that's one thing I'm doing.

The second is doing stuff.

Stuff as in activities.

Activities as in events.

Events as in explore things.

Things as in...ok, I'll stop...

I went to the Giants fanfest, which was dope.

My goal is to go out with people when they ask me instead of saying no cause I get anxious.

Going to new places.

Doing things I've always wanted to do, or going places I've always wanted to go.

I have a list of things that I got planned already, and I'm excited to do them.

This is a major life change and I can't wait!

No longer am I going to not do things because someone will get jealous, or mad, or whatever.

I don't give a fuck about any one's happiness but mine now.

And no, that is not selfish.

You need to make yourself happy, not everyone else.

Have fun being you and doing you, and fuck anyone who don't like that!

Up-a-dee-date :)

So this semester is going pretty amazingly.

Despite bitches tryna start shit and do shit to fuck me up.

I hate to break it to them, but they're meaningless and their attempts to make me mad/upset are futile.

The people around me are furious, but I can careless about some bottom feeding thirsty ass bitches.

I got my life to worry about anyway.

Got me a navy boo, on the DL.

Bout to get not one, but two AA degrees.

Transferring to a university.

Moving out soon.

Have a second job.

Looking for one to replace my first job.

Hanging out with cool ass people.

Doing new things and meeting new people.

Despite all the bullshit going on, and the issues I am being faced with, this year is going to be amazing.

No lie.

I got rid of the bear trap around my ankle and can now go forward in life.

I can finally breathe and spread my wings.

I AM FREE!

Yeah Buddy!