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Yesterday might have been a success, but last night wasn't...

I really didn't want to talk about anything bad in my blog.

I didn't want it to be like I'm a whiny bitch complaining about life all the time.

Plus the fact that I absolutely hate talking about my feelings...I'm such a man!

I wanted it to just be positive and happy...and random.

Well I guess that's not gonna happen...

I'm in such a fucked up mood today.

I don't think I'm even going to go to class today.

I really hate telling people about my life.

I don't want pity.

It seems when I tell someone about my past and what is really going on, they see me as a broken little toy or something that has to be handled with care...

Then its like they see me different.

And treat me different.

I don't want that.

I don't need that.

I'm ok being alone. I've been alone my whole life.

I raised myself and I can take care of myself.

No one knows everything that has really happened in my life and I want it to stay like that.

People don't need to know some things.

There's only a hand full of people who know some of whatsup.

I can't even believe I told that one person last night about one thing.

I just don't trust people and want to keep them at a distance I guess.

I just needed to vent...